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My third beta at 18dp5dt is 9,121.  Yay!  But maybe not?

I usually hear from my nurse around 9 AM with my results.  I had not heard from her at 10 AM this morning so I called.  I had a feeling something was wrong.  I left a message and then went to the bathroom.  I was bleeding.  Yep!  Can you believe it?  The first thing I thought of was: Wow! This is an early miscarriage.  I thought this because this is how my last early miscarriage started.  It's light but it's pink and red.  So it's scary and now I'm really emotional and of course worried.

I called my nurse back again when I saw the blood.  The receptionist let me talk to her.  She said it's normal with a twin pregnancy and that it happens all the time.  She said to take it easy and not worry.  What?  Are you kidding me?  How do I bleed and not worry?  She talked to my RE and he said to go ahead and schedule my ultrasound at 5.5 weeks which will be next Friday.  So it's on Friday at 8:30 AM.  That's a long time from now. 

At least I have a high beta!  That's good news.  Let's just hope this bleeding stops.

Beta in AM

My third beta is tomorrow morning.  I'm ready to know that all is well.  I'm feeling great!  I feel pregnant and I love it.  I haven't had any morning sickness but I didn't have any with Stella.  I am a little more tired than usual.  When I'm standing I can feel a really hard area.  It's exciting to know that's the baby or babies, well actually, it's my uterus growing but the baby or babies are in there. I didn't feel it this early with Stella but that was also my first pregnancy.

I'm going to be scheduling my first ultrasound tomorrow.  Last time I scheduled it as early as possible because I just wanted to see my baby!  I think I actually scheduled it a couple days earlier than they recommended.  This time I feel the same way but I'm hesitate to schedule it as early as possible.  I'm thinking I'll do as late as possible, probably next Friday.  Last time they told us it was twins but that one of the babies heart beats had not started.  They said that was common because it was too early to see it.  They gave us a 90% chance of bringing home twins and a 99% chance of bringing home one baby.  We definitely thought it was twins with a 90% chance.  We had to wait TWO weeks to find out if that baby's heart started.  Two weeks later we found out that it did and it stopped growing, or it never started.  We will never know.  But I don't want to have to go through all those emotions again.

babymed.com

Thanks to babymed.com, I can share my beta results on a chart:

Second Beta

611!!!

Our Journey to Baby

We decided to start trying for a second child soon after Stella was born.  Most people probably thought we were crazy but it took us forever to conceive Stella and we couldn't imagine trying to prevent a pregnancy.  A natural pregnancy is truly a gift and absolutely AMAZING!  We hoped and prayed for natural conception but that wasn't in His plan for us.  We made a decision to move forward with a frozen embryo transfer (FET) during the summer of 2011.

FYI:  During our first and only IVF cycle in the summer of 2009, we conceived Stella.  We had 5 perfect embryos that were left over from that cycle.  We are very lucky that we had embryos to freeze.  We decided to transfer two of those frozen embryos inside of me this summer.

April 28th - FET consultation with RE

We were given a 25% chance of conceiving one baby if we transferred one frozen embryo.
We were given a 40% chance of conceiving one baby if we transferred two frozen embryos.
We were given a 20% chance of conceiving twins if we transferred two frozen embryos.

*FET cycles have lower success rates than IVF cycles.

May 17th - Start BC pills
May 25th - Blood Work and Hysteroscopy
June 11th - Hallelujah!  It's CD 1!  Start Estrace (1 mg twice a day)
June 16th - Increase Estrace (2 mg twice a day)
June 20th - Increase Estrace (2 mg three times a day)
June 22th - Blood Work and Ultrasound (lining measured 9.3), Start PIO Shots (1 cc twice a day)
June 27th - FET Transfer (2 beautiful embryos, both grades 4BB), Reduce PIO Shots (1 cc once a day in AM), Start Progesterone Suppositories (1 in PM)
July 1st - BFP at 4dp5dt
July 6th - First Beta at 9dp5dt (289)
July 8th - Second Beta at 11dp5dt (611)
July

Wow!  I just can't believe how lucky we are to be pregnant again.  Thank goodness for SEFC!  Everything we have to go through is completely worth it.  It's not fun, easy or cheap but it's just what we have to do to get pregnant.  If you have any questions, please send them my way: chelseascruggs at yahoo dot com.

Congrats from RE

I'm having my second beta tomorrow morning.  I'm really hoping for good news!  The number should double. 

My RE just called to say congrats.  He is very excited for us.  He said they will continue to monitor my levels through blood work.  My first ultrasound will be in two weeks.  So around 6 weeks!  I'm sure I'll schedule the appointment tomorrow when the nurse calls with my results.

Please keep our miracle in your prayers.  I really hope and pray this is a healthy pregnancy!

Beta Results at 9dp5dt

289

My thoughts right now:

It's time to CELEBRATE!

Am I really pregnant?

Wait, am I really?

This is AMAZING!

God is so good!

Stella is going to be a big sister!

OMG!

We are so lucky!

I love SEFC!

Wow!

I can't wait to meet him or her!

ETC!

My heart still hurts for those that are STILL waiting for a miracle.  I hope my story gives you hope.

Beta in AM

My first beta with Stella was 208.  At the time I was pregnant with twins.  I'm saying a prayer that I will have a high beta tomorrow morning too.  Stella and I will be at the hospital in Savannah at 6:30 AM tomorrow.  I'll post the results soon after I receive them!

BFP at 6dp5dt

Yes, I made a mistake.  It should be 6dp5dt.

BFP at 5dp5dt

Of course I am still taking tests.  Here's 5dt5dt:



I haven't taken a picture of 6dp5dt yet.  It looks similar to the one above which kinda worried me because I wanted it to be darker.  Darker means my HCG levels are increasing which means a healthy pregnancy!  I haven't tested today (7dp5dt) because I'm out of tests.  I'm going to take one tonight when I get home.  We are in NC celebrating the fourth with our family.  I've got two First Responses waiting for me at home!

My Mom, who has spoiled me all week, made my favorite cake of all: Hummingbird Cake!  It's amazing and even better with coffee (decaf, please!).  I'll post the recipe on here at some point.  You must try it.  You won't be disappointed.

My betas will be on Wednesday and Friday at 6:30 AM in Savannah.  I'll share the numbers so stay tuned!

HAPPY FOURTH!!!